lydia's world...

Tuesday, November 30, 2004 Â Â Â Â Â

hey long time since i last log on 2 blogger.. to blog.. i miss my dear blog... duno... maybe i was so into my problems, unhappiness and duno wateva shit i am facing... i feel so lost.. i duno what to do..

i am jobless rite now tis moment.. tied down by financial issues.. financial problems... no money.. broke broke broke... ok i mean i agree i haf bin slacking for 3 weeks den i start to look for job although on n off i look for temp... anyway ya things weren't as smooth sailing as it was... it was like realli a super down period... lotsa troughs... i attempted so many times to climb up everytime i fall but things jus happen all at the same time. argh... but well maybe GOD is telling me sumthing or probably teaching me sumthing new or bring back the me in the past...

i miss my frens especially... dere r a lot of times i know i neglected them so much. actually deep down my heart i miss them a lot and often i jus wish i could call them n talk like b4 but as so many things haf bin happening in my life i dunoo where to start n i dun wanna call them onli wen i am troubled... i do tink of u gals a lot...

dere r a lot of words in my mind rite now.. maybe ltr wen everything quieten down den i blog it in our blog ya???

as for ppl new in my life... i welcum em and ya.. i guess we had fun times n times wen u were all dere.. thx for all those times n i guess things weren't as good as b4.. those tat i hurt or lost in the process.. i am sorry abt wat happen but i jus haf to solve the prob.. nuthin much to explain myself much. dun wish to make the situation worse. last but not least thx for the joy, encouragement....

haiz... duno wat i blogging oso... anyway i prob blog till now.. cuz dun tink i multi-task!

- posted by lydia @ Tuesday, November 30, 2004