| Friday, May 26, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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i am flustered again.. my heart keeping beating very rapidly non-stop.. i can't calm myself down... how? i can't gt anyone to help me... i wanna cool down an concentrate on work. Sumhow i am tired... bt i noe i nid to work and to do well.. miting the gals for dinner later.. relieved to know that i got company later. maybe gona chill... feeling broke but i tink pay should ne cuming soon i hope... going to do sumthing that i haf been wanting to do.. babee finalli agreed in exchange for giving up the genting trip. well... going tmr... haha... hopefulli i turns out ok... anyway i gt like 3 pairs of fake lashes nw... from japan.. tinking if i shd take over from angela another 2 pairs... but d one on angela is like... wow... so nice lo..i am gona learn hw to put them on man.... then tink i will look pretty wif colour contacts and fake eyelashes? maybe more meat will help too... nid to vent it out sumwhere but where? i am making ppl worried for me... o ya..great s'pore sales is here.. hope i gt good deals whilst shopping n hope i dun overspend |
| Wednesday, May 24, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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baby dun leave me.. i feel so alone now. i am scared... but i promise u i will get out of the depression. |
| Friday, May 19, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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specially dedicated to that person in my life: flashes of our relationship.. d happy memories jus keeping cuming into my mind. msgs that i will always read again n again. my heart tells me i miss u so badly... baby do u c the mms i sent u? i wish to b in ur arms again... b ur silli gal... sori baby.. my clumsy boi.. best tt haf happen to me.. |
| Tuesday, May 16, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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dun askk why am i blogging at this time or why am i still in the office now. I feelin so horrible that tears are at the brim of my eyes.. not that work is difficult but the workload is... urgh.. well not exactly but i tink i am vomiting blood working with sum slow motion ppl. sumtimes at the end of a bad day at work i jus wish that dere's sumone whu would truly care for me show me concern. I hear ppl get excited over their stuff n blabber away.. tinking abt he having his bad day and what abt mine? i also need to be heard.. not that i like to complain or lean on or depend on someone but i am oso human. i also will fall when i can't take it... hw i would take the efforts to look out for movies tt you like to watch and ask u.. sumtimes do u noe showing appreciation matters a lot? u noe hw much it hurts to see you tink of others buy gifts for them and me? i dun get anything.. i hint i do wateva.. but all it ends up to be "u muz understand..." Nt i dun understand but i am a gal. nt jus gals need it but guys luv it too ain't it? i duno.. i am breaking down and i simply hate it. out of office now.. i am leaving this office now... get fresh air and cool myself down... sumhow i wish for ur comfort, ur concern nt harsh words.. i wish for encouragement n nuthing else. just let me vent it out... i will be beta.. i will |
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