| Sunday, October 22, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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i am 22... haha i knoe tat sounds like young to a lot of ppl but i tink i am getting old by days... last 2 days passed so fast... haha.. but i realli enjoyed myself. simply luv the pressies that i have gotten... drove out on the road yesterday without my parents in the car... hehe.. good experience... nv tot i will drive tt far thou... moving on... thanks all whu make my birthday so wonderful... muacks.. |
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i am 22... haha i knoe tat sounds like young to a lot of ppl but i tink i am getting old by days... last 2 days passed so fast... haha.. but i realli enjoyed myself. simply luv the pressies that i have gotten... drove out on the road yesterday without my parents in the car... hehe.. good experience... nv tot i will drive tt far thou... moving on... thanks all whu make my birthday so wonderful... muacks.. |
| Friday, October 06, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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Have been really busy… really stressed up too.. but have been amazed how I have been able to cope.. Maybe it is just telling me that I am more focused now… another of sign of growth I hope? Was pondering upon what my fren has said about lower expectations, lesser disappointment.. N I felt that it was really true.. n I had a tot about it.. maybe at the beginning if we have lesser expectations of each other n more communications we may not be what we are now and probably lesser unhappiness. Nothing intentionally meant but it is just a thought… Looking forward to my birthday.. Looking forward to a break soon too.. Maybe will just get leave on 23 for half a day.. i jus miss him... I hope for the best for the 2 of us n frens arnd me. |
| Sunday, October 01, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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am back in singapore.. was tired out.. gt a com at home working finalli.. work from now is on is gg to be busy.. but i guess i had a good trip... in my previous entry i prob sound like i am in luv still but i am clearly not.. maybe i haf not moved on as much all of a sudden.. he is back in focus in his life and wat abt me? well...to me i choose to live for the moment.. dun say that i have not moved on but i am wif feelings.. i took so long to learn hoe to lead a life without him present as a partner.. hw i restraint myself from the luv tt's still in my heart... i gt to admit i luv him bt am glad the way we r.. but after wat happen tis morning.. i duno.. his words when we last had a talk abt us.. just lingers in my mind.. i wish it is luv tt make him wanna breakup so that we both wun be hurt.. i duno... gg back into the world of my own... reality is harsh.. no wishing no hoping... but moving on... i ask why.. *leave me alone to think thru.. * i know i am jus a silly gal.. n tt clumsy boi will nv exist anymore... |
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