| Monday, May 31, 2004 Â Â Â Â Â |
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hmmm... early morning reached office. took train with my mum to work today. hmmm din realli slept well so sianz... feel so sleepy. today my bro taking o level chinese.. wish him d best of luck. loooking realli forward to lunch though to d end of d day too so tat i can go home n be piggy.. haha tt's jus so "ME"
anyway i finalli finished the novel tt i rented sp ltr after work if i free den i go rent another one.. yippie new book to read.. feeling kinda sleepy n paranoid rite now.. miss sushi. anyone wana eat? feel mentally challenged and physically stressed... hey hey.. nvm. jus tinking abt things that will brighten my day.. yesterday met dear.. we cook lunch together.. haha.. pasta nt too bad though. wore new clothes too.. den whu noes? when i asked for a present which i dun do tat out of d sudden, i got a present from him. guess he mus haf prepared in advance. he gt me a bottle i of perfume bt nt d one tt i always asked for but an alternative cuz d one wan was nt available. heez.. so sweet of him rite? gona try d perfume soon.. heez.. gotta get back to work already. suddenly like got lotsa to do... update soon... |
| Saturday, May 29, 2004 Â Â Â Â Â |
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haiz.. though tired bt like still gt sumthing to sae.. haha tmr grannie's b/d gona eat at Raffles Hotel.. yum yum.. hope d food gona be gd!!!! n gona go KImage tmr let CAry do sumthing to me.. hopefulli change me image becum pretty gal again... ne like very ugly wif da dark circles la... blah blah n so skinny yet full of fats (oh no...) so difficult to buy things n so broke...
looking forward to tmr... aniwae jus nw meet up wif jack, pearl, mingli n angie... it feels so gd. quite long since i last saw them though.. went dinner at MArche.. ate rosti den bought pen n notebook.. ah ha nw gt same pen liao.. heez.. so much like childhood.. even if kiddish oso nvm.. i like n i tink we all like, right gals? papa cook chicken soup.. wa so nice. feel like finishing whole pot but hor.. too heaty cannot. mus maintain den tmr go eat my worth at Raffles HOtel. sianz.. lotsa things in my mind.. tink tink n tink... but ok la.. feel tt life is more meaningful in a way or rather pprob more filled up becuz gt work, gt aims, gt many many things but sumhow feel like gt no life leh after working... wat else... duno la.. jus feel like blahing all d stuff i can tink of man.. feels d kick jus typing here... prob tt's d joy in blogging.. my space, my freedom to blah blah so many things... now tired n brain dead le.. but still wana blog. haha... sounds stuppid... anyway jus hope tt i dun bore ppl out.. heez me n dear nw betta.. 2dae he nv call wor.. tink he tired liao. last 2 days we tok quite a bit.. though it's nuthing bt realli miss times wen we realli tok like tt n i realli appreciate all d time during d conversations. prob learn to appreciate things more.. jsu wondering if he feels d same. love is jus so weird... haha... perception i guess from i feel n wat me n my fren tok abt.. it hurts sumtimes though bt yet hmm.. fulfilling? addictive??? duno.. ur perceptions??? hey tink i can jus contnue lo.. bt like realli long.. prob i tink i shd go tink abt wat i did after da BKK trip den blog again. Tata! |
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hmmm.. din managed to blog what i did after the BKK trip will update once i gt da time bt aniwae i started 2 weeks after i returned. n guess wat? time flies... it's one week since i reported for work. oh gosh time realli flies... hmm gona turn old soon hahha
well... gt a shock wen i was spoken to by my manager.. was like assigned to manage a show myself.. n ya dey mentioned their high expectations n stuff.. oh no.. feeling stressed. a show by myself hmmm dere's satisfaction if all goes well.. let's all pray hard for me. heez.. bt at least i tink i shd b grateful tt d company is willing to gif me tis chance. amt of ppl in d office suddenly increased by one n half times since d time i left.. nw d office is like full of ppl. i feel scared cuz of d things i nid to shoulder n new but yet not reali new.. gotta learn of the things all over again. hmmm.. was assigned to a seat nt too near any aircon duct but still office is so cold.. i wearing winter coat wor.. aniwae guess i gona do sumthing abt my seat tinking abt it nw.. seems a little empty. need to stock up FOOD, my mug n spoon. gt my little pillow dere le :) aniwae ya.. working life is stressful nt jus workload but phisical appearance la.. health la.. haiz so many. gona make it a habit to nt b late which i haven (gona keep it up i hope) n put makeup cuz nid to c clients... n oso get myself a new blazer.. o ya.. stressful cuz no clothes to wear n so many things to buy.. broke! Broke! Broke ar!!! any sponsors??? hmmm... dear's outta qn.. hmmmm bin reading a lot in office on d projects... can gt realli sleepy manz! n hmmm computer i using is realli SLOW.... den dun dare to play CD later hanged.. feel so bored w/o music.. nid a radio. c another item on d list. hmmm.. got to noe more ppl in office.. n catch up wif those whom i long time no c... but still not in office mood or rather working mood. prob nid to work faster liao... if not hor.. haiz.. hope i gt d energy man!! muz jia you le... everyone in office very bz leh.. bt i like quite free bt tt's too early 2 sae.. haha ya also realised work office very easy tired leh.. i go hm, eat dinner, watch tv den slp le.. liek pig sia.. hopefully i dun turn fatter (all thx to california fitness.... if u noe y i say i may gt fatter!) hmmm.. tired le.. gona slp soon so i tink i pen off here.. update again ya? guys do take goodie care n hope to c ya arnd! ciaoz :) |
| Thursday, May 20, 2004 Â Â Â Â Â |
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so off i go wif my frens.. mingli, pearl, angie, sam, jack n arthur to bangkok. a 5D4N trip... hmm n my first experience wif Garuda airline... hahhaa. not very good la.. but experience ma... jack was like screaming when d plane took off.. so hilarious.. anyway d food on flight was bad.. but one gd thing was d scenary.. bird's view.. d feeling of being among the clouds... so carefree.. d flight was like almost 3 hours..
hmm finally drop off n headed to d hotel... first view n first impression of d city of thailand.. er... backward tt's needless to say but prob curious n was looking arnd instead of listening to d tour guide... hotel seems okie.. n d rm nt bad bt dere's smell... haha.. rested for a while n went out to a lousy shopping centre near d hotel n walked along da streets... ah dere's lotsa dogs n i'm like shunning em.. den went arnd to 7-11 to buy sum stuff n mingli came in wif a packet of worms, crickets wateva.. eeks.. wan to try bur no guts... den went for foot massage. it's hilarious.. all those laughter n prob first time doing foot massage so late into d nite.. haha... pretty ticklish but realli shiok.. hhaha.. will nv forget da laughter, d facial expression. went for supper too..by da roadside stall.. ate kway teow soup while d rest ate durian, durian wif glutinous rice... nice leh n cheap!!! den woke up early d nex day.. went breakfast at d htl.. nt too bad.. went for city tour den shop shop n shop. haha... things r like real cheap for sum n eye opener.. for their culture... well d rest of days include thai body massage.. woo ahh.. er.. nice one.. cracks all over d body! anyway i ended up wif a few tops, slippers, sunglasses, bag, scrub, lotion, a hand massage ball, one skirt.... nnnnn lotsa of tidbits... went for river ride too... one hour long.. realli enjoyed the ride though the water wasn't realli nice but nvm... hmmm realised the charm of the city though.. u c kids jumping into d water enjoying themselves thoroughly.. their laughter jus brighten up ur days... u c dogs trying to communicae across the waters.. the type of houses ppl live in dere, its so different... ya.. while travelling on d roads, noticed the chaotic traffic dere.. like no traffic rules one!!! n the air is like realli very polluted! but the place though so different from singapore bt i do find a charm in tis place... simply nice. hmmm... d weather dere.. realli warmer den singapore.. feels like an oven esp when walking on the streets under the scorching sun n esp when we r at d weekend market feel like i'm being baked!!! i came home wif a PURPLE manicure O_o haha... pretty stunning at first but nw looking at it again i simply love it and it's realli a lot cheaper dere! den went to watch cabaret show.. d performers r realli pretty.. more womanly den us woman.. oh god realli wana drool wen i c em man.. went for the thai girl show.. tink like tt spell la.. anyway heck la.. feel funni.. nt exactly disgusted but jus duno what to say or describe.. but enjoyed looking at others' expressions!! time jus passed so fast wen u r having fun n b4 we know it.. we r on our way home... sum had d intention to extend bt i can't.... parents wun b happi n betta b home.. on d whole i realli enjoyed myself n i believe d rest did too... a different experience when travelling... wif frens i noe for 3 yrs.. gt to noe em betta sumhow.. n seen diff sides... i for surer can say i nv regretted going on tis trip.. it's possible to make it so fun due to all whu went.. will simply remembered tis... but yet der's tis feeling of sadness that lingers in me.. jus like another chapter of life jus eneded.. n now it's another phase of life.. roads ahead no one noes wat will be lying ahead... bt nevertheless.. i wish all will be well for everyone. ciaoz |
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oops... sorry ppl.. noe i haven been blogging.... actualli i atempted but alwiz del watever i had typed off. so as a result no bloggie updates...
wow.. guess tis gona be realli long man!! bear wif it ppl :p hmmm... for more den 3 weeks. o okie... anyway din realli do much i guess... went to Pearl's house to get Angeline's birthday pressie done.. hmm.. pretty proud of meself though... finally for once had d patience to sit n do puzzle.. guess quite a good platform of training my patience... went to k box wif ryan, jia hua and his gf... missed singing. so had a nice time other den e little squabble wif dear n d biig woo ha... abt the killings in Thai. deciding whether to go but already paid liao.. well.. quite bad n difficult to make a decision i guess esp when my mum practically begged me not to go... anyway we sang till like one plus.. it was like ne of the cheapest tt i ever spend at kbox.. plus cab in total spend abt 16 bucks... nt bad. nex time i tink go on weekdays like mon, tue or wed seems more worthwhile!!! *grinning... prob drop by soon! anyone interested??? den got woken up by my aunt whu want me to run errands on mother's day.... jus nice for her to find out tt i wun b in S'pore.. but prob she noes it b4 calling me cuz after the lunch n d chat on d fone wif her.. prob realise tt my mum cried when she called her to inform abt the mother's day celebration on sun. chatted like for half hr on d fone den my aunt asked for the earliest time that i could gt to town which is 1 pm n meet up for lunch at Sushi Tei where's my cuzzin working. expensive lunch.. jus dun noe how two person's bill add up to 60 bucks.. den went shopping wif my aunty while waiting fer my cuzzie to get off for her break. went AX n my aunt bought a top.. she brought me to Diesel to try bt nv g anything cuz i was jus too SKINNY.. came to terms tt SKINNY ain't gd. den met my cuzzie at Baker's Inn.. saw Sam dere.. ordered a cake for mother's day and my cuzzie ate dere.. d pasta is gd.. den went POA wif em.. tried clothes like no one's business... my aunt more excited den me.. picking clothes for me n mmy cuzzie. n in d end she gt me a skirt tt i chose outta so many.. pai seh to buy more cuz quite expensive though i noe she dun mind n even asked me to choose more.. but i jus chose d skirt.. gona wear it on grannie's b/d prob eating out at Ritz.. looking forward man. den went to walk walk a while wif my cuzzie looking at the Swaroski's items cuz my aunt says my mum likes black diamond... well.. din c any tt i like n prob can't afford diamonds... den cuzzie wenr back to work n i went to shop alone while waiting for dear ro cum n meet me.. waited like an hour.. den went to HELLO to activate d roaming svc.. mn went Marche for dinner.. my treat but no appetite.. gt forced to eat. den went to buy mummie a necklace frm TAKA.. n headed home after a while cuz dear's tired. wed.. angie's birthday. o we sang her a b/d song... haha... so funi when i called her n merged all calls from d gers n she din realised.. carp a little wif her till 1200 den all of us appeared on d fone.. a conference call... hahah... so cute...woke up a little late. delayed a while n it's raining... argh stupid weather.. anyway guess tt's makes us (me n Pearl) whu met up, delivered d pressie straight to angie's housie n gave her a shock.. went under rain.. though cold n unglam but i prob enjoyed it.. for a fren n prob a feeling long lost n found again.. den went to esplanade where mingli n jack dere wif d cake.. walking under d rain.. so sweet. went for movie - 50 first dates.. rushed like nobody's business wif mingli 2 gt d tix. enjoyed it.. lost touch wif her but d rushing journey to da cinema nv bin so enjoyable if nt fer her.. den rush d rest to cum n meet us but sad thing was when we gt in d movie oredi started humppph.. nvm bt d movie was like realli nice.. love's so wonderful fer sum ppl *envious. den went to excahnge sing dollar wif thai baht.. of cuz asked my mummie if she's ok if i go.. n she said ok. den went to eat n rushed hm.. din wana gt scolded cuz gona depart d nex day to Bangkok.... mum n dad din say much though. dad esp gt black black face.. had a realli heated arguement wif dear.. prob shattered my own heart.. problems left unsolved in every aspects.. well... thx for fren whu was dere to listen. she listens n prob shook me up from my nightmares.. aniwae gona let go of all stuff n happily enjoy myself in bangkok wif m frenz... was too excited tti din slp i guess.. more updates cuming to stay tuned :P |
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