lydia's world...

Friday, December 17, 2004 Â Â Â Â Â

hey hey din go work for the past 2 days.. was not feeling well.. met up wif ming, pearl and ange and of cuz jack.. he came wif an injured leg.. den we went opp sch for dinner. i missed the gals so much!! i miss them so much...

den wasn't feelin well but den still walk arnd... but no choice wor.. but today i was at hm resting. anyway bad things happen one shot... dad went out to drink driving the car.. damn n i was scolded by mum d min she reached hm.. for not knowing anything abt my dad... den my mum worried sick.. den bro came back from work..

duno la.. things jus keep fallin... hmmm anyway i tink i tink too much.... duno la... hope everything will be fine and i shall go work...

- posted by lydia @ Friday, December 17, 2004

Tuesday, December 14, 2004 Â Â Â Â Â

hey guess not many ppl reading my blog nowadays liao.. anyway whether anyone i read i duno bt prob jus a channel for me to b in my own world....

i jus feel so dwn... feel so disappointed in myself.. out of job.. out of everything. nothing seems good... duno what the hell am i doing.. why on earth did i land myself in all this shit...

well i duno.. i jus hope to find a job fast and soon everything will be ok soon.... get myself out of this shit....

tian ar.. wei se me zhe yang dui wo... though everything happens for a reason. prob GOD just want me to b stronger... but i am just toppling... stumbling.. struggling to move on in this life full of obstacles..

k.. hesitated for a while n decided to dedicte this short message to my dear frens...

gals.. noe tat i've bin missing in action for a period of time n i noe tt it isn't fair.... all i wana say is i wana put in effort to our frenship... i noe it is diffcult but i will.. babes i miss ya a lot of times... bt due to what happen the last few months i wasn't able to do wat i wan... i duno what else to say.. loss for words.. duno wat to say.. jus wana say i miss ya!

i want my life BACK!!!!!!

ciaozz

- posted by lydia @ Tuesday, December 14, 2004