lydia's world...

Wednesday, January 19, 2005 Â Â Â Â Â

hmmm... PMS. just dun feel good... duno wat gets over me i tink i am jus frowning more den usual... prob wrinkles will pop out soon... haha..

was just missing a soulmate in life... bin speaking to sumone more often lately.. duno wat i feels but i do realli miss those times with him... i am true... bin no able to accept anyone wholeheartedly since a long time ago...

bin working on sum stuff... and putting myself into it. have never felt so fcused for so long.. and i like tis feeling. all d emptiness jus disappear for tat moment... in my mind it seems like it is onli the things that i wanted tat exist.

well... times flies.. 2 weeks into the new yr jus passed like tat. gd start of cuz and hope things will be good!

- posted by lydia @ Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Wednesday, January 05, 2005 Â Â Â Â Â

F*** wth... okie i noe i am complaining again but den ya i jus nid to get it out of my mind.... if not i will get crazy...

jus wen things r jus getting betta.. things alwiz seem to b not right sum where.. i mean watz d whole thing abt privacy wen dere's any at home... wth i mean if he can lock his room n lock wateva shit in his damn room n den wat abt me? i mean NOT all stuff are in my ROOM... damn it... no wonder it feels like my room have bin ransacked.

fuck it... i mean y must i listen to your bidding.. i mean u ain any smart ass... not as if u r d smartest or u care d most.. wateva...

damn.. bad mood... stop blogging for now...

- posted by lydia @ Wednesday, January 05, 2005