| Tuesday, November 29, 2005 Â Â Â Â Â |
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i duno if u will ever read tis.. i hope u hear me hear wat i felt deep inside tat i dun gt a chance to tell u cuz we will end up quarreling. dear u no longer msg me or call until i voice it out.. i m n d onli one who nid u onli.. unless u dun nid me, tell me.. i feel sad. u know hw i wish u would call n ask hw am i or even a msg will b gd.. bt u no longer.. i expected to msg n inform my whereabouts bt wat abt u?? u will always tell me dere's nuthin b/w u n whichever gal.. or jokingly make me feel jealous. bt u noe many many times it hurt.. it affect me. i feel so hurt tat i start to feel insecure. it's no longer abt nt being like this... if this relationship din mean anything y am i feeling so affected? i always look forward to see u, to b in ur arms, to spend happy days 2gether bt sumtimes it's jus nt me tat spoil d mood.. i am human wif feelings, emotions and moods. i am nt a robot i hope u understand.. i can't change my mood immediately. i hope u will talk to me wen u c tis.. if u know tat i care so much for tis relationship.. sumhw i feel unwanted. |
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i duno if u will ever read tis.. i hope u hear me hear wat i felt deep inside tat i dun gt a chance to tell u cuz we will end up quarreling. dear u no longer msg me or call until i voice it out.. i m n d onli one who nid u onli.. unless u dun nid me, tell me.. i feel sad. u know hw i wish u would call n ask hw am i or even a msg will b gd.. bt u no longer.. i expected to msg n inform my whereabouts bt wat abt u?? u will always tell me dere's nuthin b/w u n whichever gal.. or jokingly make me feel jealous. bt u noe many many times it hurt.. it affect me. i feel so hurt tat i start to feel insecure. it's no longer abt nt being like this... if this relationship din mean anything y am i feeling so affected? i always look forward to see u, to b in ur arms, to spend happy days 2gether bt sumtimes it's jus nt me tat spoil d mood.. i am human wif feelings, emotions and moods. i am nt a robot i hope u understand.. i can't change my mood immediately. i hope u will talk to me wen u c tis.. if u know tat i care so much for tis relationship.. sumhw i feel unwanted. |
| Tuesday, November 15, 2005 Â Â Â Â Â |
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i am in luv.. deep in it.. i luv him.. i realli do.. i was jealous.. wen he talk abt gers... lately we haf bin betta... n i guess we both luv it tis way dun ya ;) started work.. a job tat i luv.. will work on it.. real hard.. met up wif d clique.. enjoyed myself very much... realli miss those times.. we talked abt travelling together again.. haha... looking forward.. went sentosa w angela n grp.. dog-phobic me actualli carried a dog n even haha... get real close wif them... den at jack's birthday i hug a dog... gt urge to buy doggie.. haha jus met angela n aya again..wen shopping.. enjoyed myself of cuz.. but watz best was... d special sumone who makes my day.. jus by simply seeing him.. his smile.. his kisses.. his hugs.. d every little efforts he made to make me happy and b loved.. deep down i reali wan tis to work out... well.. my heart.. he took it away... melt it.. and locked it.. i felt so loved.. so xinfu.. to walk hand in hand wif him at the airport jus nw... after our dessert.. i can't slp w/o him... jus miss him anytime of d day.. dear i luv u... i noe d everything tat u did... my heartfelt thanks.. muacks muacks... |
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