| Tuesday, July 25, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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Am leaving for Guangzhou tmr… wish u would haf speak more to me.. I miss u so much and hw I wish I could tell you tt I still luv u a lot and miss u… I miss ur laughter.. ur smile.. I miss hw u blabber n speak of all your events in the day and hw accomplished you felt… |
| Sunday, July 09, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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left him yesterday and went back to office to work. jus cannot concentrate.. the pain lingers.. went to sing in the hope of venting everything out.. cry it out.. sing it out.. i tot i could jus easily come to terms wif it.. but i din.. i din wanna go home after the singing session.. went to momo to join my frens.. gt a bit drunk and vomited becuz the beer was jus too gasy.. things jus keep going thru my mind. I keep telling myself that if i shd give it sumtime... much as i long for the chance.. he said he can't.. maybe i din even give time to cool off.. much as what he said he wish to give the chance, he cannot convince himself. in his eyes i see his feelings for me.. his sadness.. his unwillingness to end this but being a rational him.. his mind keep telling himself not to give in. i saw him basked in the care that i have for him... it hurts but i hold back all my tears.. still feel sad of cuz.. memories everywhere.. haven bin home cuz i dun dare to face it.. was over whelmed when i reached home finalli.. tears rolled big time.. so much that i miss him even more.. saw the makeover fotos... the pain sunk in... sawhis jacket, his books, his belongings at my house.. watch my dog run arnd reminds me of him training him when he is here.. look at the living room reminds me of the gathering we had at our house.. dun even nid to mention my room dearie.. i duno what to say... tears filled my tears when i left his house.. everytime he ask me to take good care.. i noe he still care but.... maybe i will nv get to be in his arms again.. do the things we used to do.. read his blog again and how we went thru all those before.. :( give me a chance... |
| Saturday, July 08, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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jus spoke to u on msn.. i noe at tis point of time it is jus impossible for you.. i am also trying to move on.. i dun understand why it is the best for us.. i duno.. i long for that another chance.. please.. call me when u miss me, call me when u need me.. i am missing you |
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please take good care of yourself.. i will too.. i did what i promised i left without tears rolling down my face.. i keep the pain in my heart for i see the pain in urs too.. i hope to hear from you soon... u mean a lot to me.. like the cards i gave you and what i have written... flashes of memories keep coming back to me.. all the maybes... all the dunos... luving sumone else will nv be the same to me.. my heart is crying in pain... |
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i duno if u will browse through my blog a not.. but i jus wanna pen it down.. for u to read... baby i am sorry and i ask for a chance to love you once again.. i regret what i have done... luv is between us.. but ... dearie.. can i still call you this? |
| Friday, July 07, 2006 Â Â Â Â Â |
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Baby I am sorry for mistaking you.. I am really for what I have done.. I noe at this point of time u r very angry.. sorry I really am.. |
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