Suddenly I realised that the best way to love someone to let go when u noe that the person no longer loves u.. prob he did but it is time that it ended. It is just fate and hw wonderful to think back hw u first met him and hw we become an item. Of cuz sometimes things turn ugly becuz of misunderstanding..
There is always pros n cons of having the other half.. haha.. grass is always greener on the other side but appreciate what we have.. n I really appreciate it when I have it!
Haha.. once again I will say long time since I last blogged.. gone missing? Prob just too busy to blog.. busy with work n school and of cuz mummy dearest is not arnd.. but she is coming back alr… missed her lots!
Thru times when I really find life to be so tough I am grateful for all the frens who stood by me… of cuz my best fren… Ryan and the gals like Pearl, Mingli… and a lot more.. jus glad that the relationship between us become stronger. I recall how I almost will lose u guys…
A lot have been happening… I seem to be losing focus again.. of cuz juggling work n studies is just tough.. mentally and physically draining but I think it is normal.. haha.. one yr more n I will be fine..
Work is not too bad I mean .. bosses are not too bad.. feel like I am slacking again.. kinda missed fast paced work.. but told myself not to worry too much cuz d workload will eventually land on my laps.
Pressure comes when your peers are all doing so well.. quoting from ryan.. “sadly life goes on..” yeah so make the best out of it…. Maybe one day when u do the right thing God will give u wat u deserve…
Life have been definitely better but it can always be better… much happier now as well… understand myself more and can put myself on track more easily. Self motivation is much much easier now! Like what is in the lyrics below:
每一次都在徘徊孤单中坚强,
每一次就算很受伤也不闪泪光,
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀 ,
带我飞飞过绝望,
不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳,
我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀带我飞给我希望.
我终于看到所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻歌声多嘹亮.
我终于翱翔用心凝望不害怕.
哪里会有风就飞多远吧
让梦恒久比天长留一个愿望让自己想象
Ok gtg.. blog soon even if no one reads.. I jus wanna blog!
